i love how the one person you try your hardest to be nice to is the one person who wants absolutely nothing to do you with you or you life. they say oh i care so much, but in reality they don't give two ripe fucks about you. they're nothing but tools who want to use someone else. I'm not a tool. i won't get used and i'm sorry but your lies really aren't fooling anyone but yourself. your trying to make yourself feel better with all these pussy retorts and reasons, but it doesn't work. i'm sorry you've turned into someone as petty as a cat's flea. I'm sorry you have no where else to go and you feel your alone in everything you do, but maybe if you started being, oh i don't know you, then you might be able to live with yourself and your actions, but no why would you do that. you know it's just what you tell everyone else to do. i'm sorry i'm the only one you feel you can lash out at, but i have my fucking mom for that. I don't need your shit. i have my life set and you can go fuck yourself when you fail out of school because you aren't willing to put yourself into anything but that online fucking commic. because i'm definitely the one that lost something here. NO. and it's not just me everyone else sees it. they don't know why but you decided to go and fool around with some bitch who has no fucking interest in you. I did everything i could for you. maybe i wasn't perfect, but you know what, at least i didn't give up when you where much under par of perfect. at least i was willing to try to fix it, all you did was say i'm sorry this hurts me alot, i'm sorry but i just i just. i'm sorry, i just don't feel the same. I'm sorry, i just feel wrong, i'm sorry. no its not my fault. NEWS FLASH DIPSHIT!!! it is your fucking fault.